张爱玲创作中的情感缺憾

Zhang Ai-ling's Emotional Regrets in Writing

情感上的缺憾对张爱玲的创作影响重大。张爱玲童年时代失爱于家庭,青年时代失落于爱情,又和家庭一起失落于时代,所有这些体验,参与了她日后对于新的人生经验和行为方式的构建。张爱玲对爱的缺失的永久性的心理意向,决定了她精神上的悲观气质,并由此生成了对人性自私本性的悲观认识,构成了她思想性格内涵极为重要的方面,对其作品产生了题材上强烈的倾向性引导,无不标示出一种以孤独和荒凉情绪为特征的悲剧蕴含。张爱玲是以自己的心灵世界经营和表现着对现代生命的体验。

Emotional regrets had great influence on Zhang Ai-ling's writing. In her childhood, she lived in a family without warmth; in her youth, she was disappointed in a love affair; then she and her family got behind with the times. All these contributed to the rebuilding of her new life experience and modes of conduct in the future. Lack of love became the regular psychological tendency in her life, which determined her pessimistic disposition leading to her pessimistic idea that nature of a human being was selfish, playing an important role in constitution of her thoughts and character and bringing about such strong leading tendency in the theme of her writing as a tragedy with characteristics of loneliness and desolation. Therefore, Zhang Ai-ling dealt with and represented the experience of modern life with her own thoughts and feelings.