阮籍:暗夜里痛苦挣扎的独行者

RuanJi—A Lonely Man Who Struggled in the Darkness

阮籍生活在中国历史上极其特殊的魏晋时期。在生存的夹缝中,在生与死的痛苦煎熬中,在保节和保命的尖锐冲突中,阮籍茫然无措,举步维艰,内心充满了痛苦。具体说来,阮籍的痛苦主要表现在以下三个方面:一是抉择的痛苦;二是良心谴责的痛苦;三是自救失败的痛苦。阮籍的痛苦是多重的,这其中还有孤独的痛苦、屈辱的痛苦。阮籍是暗夜里痛苦挣扎的独行者,是痛苦成就了他的文学事业。

RuanJi lived in the Wei and jin Dynasties which was extremely special period in Chinese history. Surviving in the crack , growing and dying in the painful suffering, struggling in keeping honesty and loyal and in protecting himself from being killed, he was at a loss what to do, had difficulty in taking a step, and his heart was full of agony. Particularly, his agony was shown in the follwing three aspects: the agony of the choice; the agony that the conscience was condemned; the agony of saving oneself and failing. His agony was heavy, including lonely, disgraceful agony. RuanJi was a lonely man who carried on a painful struggle in the dark society, it was the agony that coutrcbuted to his success in literature.