在生命欲望中沉浮的女性——虹影小说的情感追寻历程

Ups and Downs of Females in Desire for Life——The Pursuit of Affection in HONG Ying's Novels

虹影小说中有一个特殊情结———追寻。这种追寻体现在生命、情感和道德诸方面,其中情感追寻中的母爱追寻和性爱追寻最具感染力。这种追寻总是与强烈的欲望相消长而使人物性格与命运沉浮其中。与其他作家的创作有所不同,虹影的追寻是通过某种缺失表现出来的。通过母爱和性爱的缺失来表现情感的渴望和生命的欲望以及不能得之后所导致的性格变异和畸形的反抗,从而达到呼唤母爱、渴盼性爱,实现人类之爱的目的。作品中的众多女性,不管外表是柔弱的还是刚强的,骨子里都透着一种坚韧和宁死不屈从于生活的反抗精神。她们的反叛源自于对生活的不满足和女性主义理想的失落,反抗的方式多种多样,而结局却往往是灰色的。她们在欲望中沉浮,却找不到情感的真正归宿。

There exists a special complex in HONG Ying＇s novels pursuit： the pursuit of life, the pursuit of affection and the pursuit of ethics. The paper is to focus on exploring the pursuit of affection, especially that of maternal love and sexual love. This kind of pursuit has been sinking and rising alongside strong desires so as to keep the personality and destiny of the character drifting along. Different from the creations of other writers, HONG Ying＇ s pursuit is represented by means of depicting some deficiency, the deficiency of maternal love and the deficiency of sexual love, through which the author has revealed the character＇ s strong desire for affection and life, the personality variation and the abnormal resistance resulted from failing to gain what he or she wanted. Thus, HONG Ying is supposed to achieve her goal of appealing for maternal love and sexual love to ultimately realizing human love. Numerous females in her works, weak or firm by appearance, all bear inside a kind of toughness and resistance against yielding to life. Their rebellion derived from dissatisfaction with life and loss of ideals of female individualism. Their resistance varied, but the outcomes blue. Drifting in desire, they were unable to find their final home of affection.