寂寞之上没有更上的寂寞

There Is No More Loneliness Beyond

1 作为社会中的人，常常会有这样的感觉—— 2 在酒吧中坐着，灯红酒绿的热闹中，会突然孤独得浑身发冷，感到那是别人的氛围，是别人调配的一坛盐水，而自己则只是一只带泥的萝卜，被腌渍之后，身上仅有的一些汁液，也被盐水虹吸出体外，抽缩得越来越小。便找不到自尊的影子。

1 As a man in society, you often have the following experience-- 2 Sitting in the pub, in the midst of joyous hustle and bustle, you may be suddenly struck by a fit of icy loneliness. The amaosphere, of which you are a complete outsider, is like ajar of salt water, while you are just a muddy radish. And having been salted in it, the little ＂juice＂ you have is absorbed and it seems you are constantly shrinking; gone with it is your selfesteem.