杜甫栖居草堂时期的精神困境

On the Spiritual Dilemma of Du Fu During the Period of Living at the Thatched Cottage

由于政治上的失意和经济上的困顿,杜甫栖居成都草堂。草堂使杜甫从空间上避开了战乱,安逸宁静的草堂生活可从精神上弥补先前现实生活中的种种缺憾。栖居草堂,乃是客观情势所迫,并不是真心归隐,杜甫以矛盾的心态对待草堂生活。儒家思想的影响、颠沛流离的人生经历和性格的两重性带给他情感归属的困难。草堂期间杜甫虽然表现出了怡然自得、尽享天伦的情趣,但他的心灵深处是复杂的,杜甫不能完全消融在自然之中,他在精神上始终挣扎在叹世思乡、忧时嗟身的痛苦之中。草堂不是杜甫的"桃花源",只是给杜甫提供了一个暂时的心灵栖息地,并不能真正消解"思家则生愁,睹景则销愁"的矛盾心态带给他的精神困境。

After suffering the political frustration and life of privation, Du Fu made a choice to move on and lived at Chengdu cottage. The Thatched Cottage provided not only a space for Du Fu to escape from the chaos caused by war, but also an ease and peaceful life for him to compensate for re grets in the reality. For Du Fu, dwelling at Thatched Cottage was forced by the objective situation, but he didn＇t really want to live at the hermitage, which was why Du Fu held a contradictory attitude towards the Thatched Cottage life. Influenced by the Confucianism, a drifting life and dual personality made him difficult to position his emotion attribution. It is seems that he was happy and pleased with himself and enjoy the family happiness, but Du Fu couldn＇t indulged himself in the nature with the mixed feeling and struggled with the pain of caring for the fate of his nation, experiencing homesick ness and being dissatisfied with himself. The Thatched Cottage is not the PeachBlossom Source for Du Fu, but just a temporary agreeable garden for thinking, therefore, Du Fus spiritual dilemma was resourced from the contradictory mentalitymelancholy caused by homesick and dispelled by being full of emotion when facing the scenewas not ultimately resolved when he lived at Thatched Cottage.