为什么我们对平凡深怀恐惧？

我第一次读完《堂吉诃德》后，似乎被觉悟的惊雷劈中，全身无法动弹。书的结尾，堂吉诃德不再相信梦幻的世界，不再相信神圣的骑士王国和史诗般宏大的战斗。于是，他死了。我想，我们每个人都一样，如果停止战斗，自我将不复存在，武器会生锈，精神会萎靡，灵魂会堕落，最终我们将变得平淡无奇。我，害怕平凡。

My greatest fear is, that one day I＇ll wake up and discover I＇m average. That nothing stands out ,about me. That I have no discerning qualities,no noteworthy characteristics, that nothing within me thirsts for more.2 That one day, I＇ll discover I＇m unremarkable. That one day, I＇ll just be a shadow.