兴奋与沮丧的结合体——论木心的创作观及其矛盾性

A Combination of Excitement and Frustration:——Discussion on the Writing Concept of Mu Xin and Its Contradictions

作为醉心于写作的享乐主义者,木心在其作品表面呈现出不同程度的兴奋力,既有为人所知的繁盛式兴奋,也有低调的漫不经心式兴奋。然而,满纸兴奋的背后却是面对世界和自身产生的存在意义的沮丧,即"知人之明"和"自知之明"。正是这种骨子里的沮丧支撑并成全了木心富于哲思与机智的兴奋。与此同时,木心的沮丧也滋长了他的自尊,暗示出其创作具有委曲求全的意味。

As a hedonism writer, Mu Xin exhibits different degrees of excitement in his works, which are known boom type excitement and low-key inattentive type excitement. Mu Xin feels frustrated because of understanding the world and self-knowledge , that is ＂ability to appreciate a person＇s character and capability＂ and ＂ self-aware＂ It is this underneath frustration that supports and fulfills his excitement full of wisdom and wit . And meanwhile, his frustration strengthens his self-esteem, suggesting that Mu Xin＇s works compromise out of consideration for the general interest.