论余秀华诗歌的疼痛书写论余秀华诗歌的疼痛书写

On the Painful Expression of Yu Xiuhua’s Poems

余秀华的诗歌,总能看见“疼痛”字眼,这说得出的疼痛,是她在场的有力证明,而那些说不出疼痛的诗歌,同样也让人感到强大的威力。无论是“说出的疼痛”还是“说不出的疼痛”,都以诗歌的形式,给读者以深刻的痛感。疾病的疼痛感是余秀华存在的确证,也是她一切不幸的开端,爱的缺失便源于这疾病。孤独者的疼痛感是余秀华心理孤独的写照,余秀华在诗中也塑造了一个痴情者形象,但爱而不得的疼痛,比无爱更具杀伤力。伴随余秀华一生的疼痛经验,被情不自禁地呈现在诗中,使我们看见了满目疮痍的余秀华。

Yu Xiuhua always uses the word of pain in her poems, this kind of pain with the form of poems is the strong evidence of her interaction with poetry , while the indescribably pain also has tremendous power. Whether “the pain expressed by word” or “the indescribably pain” all make readers feel painful with the form of poems. The pain of illness is the real confirmation of existence and the beginning of Yu s adversity, such as her deficiency of love. The pain of lonely just fit for her identity of being a loner, she also shaped a spoony woman in her poems, but the love being not allowed is even more hurtful than loveless. The painful experience with her life is shown in Yu s poems unconsciously, then we see a wounded Yu Xiuhua in her poems.